Ahead of my self

Time for more bullshit but fuck it and fuck you. 

I shit fuck and ass shitted everywhere.

Shit fucking motherfucking shit lets get this shit back to where you are doing to try and be great

I need my brain back I need to sober up even if its just for part of the day needs to wake up im too in the cloud.

Too much jerking off is putting my brain in the fog too.

And games and shit made everything else thats not games boriung as shit.

Shit so my main mission should just be getting the fuck sober for a day. Even if i gotta reinstall bulshiut fuckin video games for a day just to let myself sober up.

Then i need to just go a few days not jerking so my brains wakes the fuck back up shit.

I might as well fast like a faggot and not eat since this fucking binge eating is also making me feel fucked up. Maybe just have salads and smoothies like a queer bitch.

Also need to sleep and wake the fuck up early dumb negro. You did all this work to get your sleepin on track maine. 

Then the PT, the fuckin PT. Do the fuckin PT fat fuck.

We need a routine, or at least some big behaviors to change for the next week so you can get your brain warmed up to do life stuff. Main battle right now with with lethargy and sluggishness and obesity. I dont wanna do shit and everythign responsible taking upp too much energy.

Weed, porn, games, and food making me too tired for anything.

Big things I need to take care of
1. Sell Car
2. Buy Car
3. Court Next Week
4. Traffic Ticket
5. Enroll For School - El Camino Fall,
6. Get AA Degree - Follow Up
7. Make Transfer Plan
8. Get A Job
9. Get A+ Cert
10. Brush Up On Skills

Medium things but still important
1. Get Hair Products
2. Get good idea on moving rates
3. Make Daily Schedule
4. Get Apt Stuff (Book Stand and Floor Lamp)

All into consideration I need to think about how im going to taper off bad habits and layer in good ones. I'm going to try taking out the weed and adding meditation. Putting Workout in place of games. And putting music in place of porn. PRobably isnt perfect but I just need a few changes to keep track of. 

Wnna have a daily routine. At least get PT done daily, and eat decent.

Its extremely important that I do my PT, my cardio, eat well, and sleep well. I should make this might highest priority in terms of daily tasks. gonna add it as my imperatives

1. PT Workouts
2. Cook Food
3. Meditate
4. Journal
5. Sleep 

I think I should review this tomorrow, I really want to commit to a better life, because I think I have the tools, I just need to concentrate, maintain focus, and devote myself to self improvement.