Mood: highly creative, happy, joyful, reminsnscent of mania? or just a good mood?
sensaiton: heat, itchiness, sticky skin
location: apartment
daily doses: ALA , choline, b complex in am, NAC twice, electrolytes, healthy food
good day
had a pretty angry rage spell when i was thinking about and record ind aboutr someone im upset at
when i rapped and went to smoke i felt better
its a stuck point in my life that is a big deal but im not thinking about it anymore
but still i figured out imma just tell the dude what i have to say and fuck it be out
mood and thoughts immediately got worse entering apartment
got in a better mood cooking
and then this girl hit me back from class that was cool
in a good mood with the way things went today
thinking of a lot of cool and funny shit in my head
really need to get my own place and a creative space to make my work
getting explosions of ideas like im in my 20s again
im like tired and dont wanna do shit, but too awake to relax
prolly ned melatonin and some chill activity to do thjats mildly sescapist
i really wanna start working out
but yeah bodyt tingles weird
smoke weed to feel
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